when i saw it and i was like...ouch.

there goes my heart.

God. i didn't know the feeling would be this foreign to me... and i always thought that once you've had your heart broken, you won't feel surprised at the pain once you've had another one.

boy was i wrong.

it feels like the first time actually. maybe not as severe... but still, it HURTS.

it's over.i'm calling it quits.

no sense in pretending that something good will come out from all of this.

i saw it coming right from the very beginning. but unlike the cowards in this world, i took the risk and gambled.

i played the game i always thought i knew how to play. and yet, i lost again.

i feel empty. my eyes are dry for now.

i need morphine.STAT.