For the past years, I am thinking how I wanted to die.. What sickness or incident would cause my final breath?! Would it be an airplane crash, a bombing inside the hospital where I will be working or simply a disease caused my non healthy lifestyle..

Life is too short.. very short.. I didnt took into consideration the family history of diseases anyone could have.. Last saturday, my 2nd or 3rd degree (i think) cousin died.. It is so sad and frustrating. He is a 36 year old bachelor. Working. Clean living. Happy. Simple. He died of CANCER. In his generation, he was the 2nd one who had cancer. The sad part about it is that he didnt survive. And the saddest part, he knew he had cancer and he did not tell it to anyone, not even to his parents.. Maybe he had reasons that no one can tell and no one can ever tell..

Now, am i afraid to die? NO. I am not afraid to die, but i am afraid that I may not be able to be who I am supposed to be, to do what I am supposed to do and to be with the people I should be..

LESSON: Life is too short.. very short.. so live it to the fullest.. Do whatever makes you happy, cherish the people who loves you, and be the person you should be..





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