it's my day,i'm now a 21 year old lady waiting to graduate this march..but, there's nothing special about this day, just the same old thing..going to school, facing my classmates,then going home at 7... the only difference is that i received several text messages greeting me HAPPY birthday..but, why do i feel this way?where's the happiness that i'm still craving to have...i still feel empty inside...the smiles can hide the pain but, it doesn't mean that the pain had fade away..because, no matter how hard i've tried to stop the pain and prevent the tears from falling, still i can't...!so now on this very special day of my life, i only have one wish and that is to make this should be HAPPY birthday into a real HAPPY BIRTHDAY....!!!:weep: