I lay in bed at night with tears in my eyes
Trying not to cry
All this pain inside
I just want to hide
I try and try
But it won't go away
It stays locked in my heart
I feel like I'm falling apart
But i hide it deep inside
Where no one can see but me
The tears are starting
Now I'm crying
My heart is dying
But i keep trying my best
Just another night like all the rest
But the hardest part
I can't complain
That im still feeling this inside me
And i know im am to blame
:sigh:


hayz.. naramdaman ko nanaman 'to..:weep: :sigh:

:eek: oh my goodness! mare! grabe to the highest level! is this for me ba mare?! :what:

i felt this way.. so true.. lying in bed feeling all this pain enveloping you and you couldn't help but cry :weep: "But the hardest part I can't complain That im still feeling this inside me And i know im am to blame.." :sigh:

:eek: oh my goodness! mare! grabe to the highest level! is this for me ba mare?! :what:

i felt this way.. so true.. lying in bed feeling all this pain enveloping you and you couldn't help but cry :weep: "But the hardest part I can't complain That im still feeling this inside me And i know im am to blame.." :sigh:

mare nako hindi naman para sayo yan.. matagal ko na kc sinulat yan, ung una ko naramdaman ung ganon..
kc ganyan ako madalas lng ako sa room ko, ganyan talaga ko pagdepress.. nasa frienster profile ko rin yan mare.. akong ako yan.. :giggle:
pagnadedepress ako ganon naalala ko yan.. hayz..:sigh:

i hate feeling this way..
siguro kaya hindi ko maalis sa blog ko 'tong sinulat ko kc alam ko..
mararamdama't mararamdaman ko ulit 'to.. worst feeling na lagi ko nadadaanan.. parte ko na ata talaga to.. nakakabit na sakin..

e miss chink, pbbyaan m nlng b n gnyan nlng lagi ang feeling mo...try mong lbanan, kaya m yan :salute:

e miss chink, pbbyaan m nlng b n gnyan nlng lagi ang feeling mo...try mong lbanan, kaya m yan :salute:

thanx boyangaZ.. :)
your right hindi ko dapat pabayaan na ganyan lagi nararamdaman ko.. but minsan kc inevitable.. bigla mo na lang mararamdaman..
but i know ill be fine, sana soon..
kc alam ko ung may kasalanan and alam ko rin naman kung ano dapat ko gawin hinahayaan ko lang maapektohan ako.. pro i know i'll live.. ;)