[psychogist]

-there is beauty. . .in the scenes of my misery-

. . .I was sprawled across the bed, just innocently humming. . .
. . .I guess I was surprised, cause I didn't see it coming. . .
. . .the door suddenly opened, and I was shocked, it was you. . .
. . .like time did then stop, my heart did skip a beat too. . .
. . .you said you were invited, even if you didn't want to go. . .
. . .you had to and that's that, let's not make this a drama show. . .
. . .the hours passed by, we were both in the same room. . .
. . .but still I couldn't help it, thoughts about me being you're groom. . .
. . .we then started conversation, and the nonsense we did give. . .
. . .a friend then asked us, but with the tone of a fib. . .
. . ."why don't you guys try again?, it might work out this time?". . .
. . .I was surprised by what you said, so I answered, "sure, fine". . .
. . .what you said got stuck, in my head it just plays. . .
. . .and I know this wont help a bit, as I will cry for many more days. . .
. . ."yeah you know what, we should try again". . .
. . .keeps playing in my head, I'm sick of being just a friend. . .
. . .and what was that moment??, held my hand under that wood. . .
. . .and when you noticed they saw it, you let go as fast you could. . .
. . .now I'm stuck, wanting to call you, are you being serious??. . .
. . .cause now I don't know what to do, and I'm beginning to be delirious. . .