[psychogist]

paps tazzky


let me try. . .

-Day Of Hearts-

. . .It got to the point where we were both unsure. . .
. . .of the plan we had, of our own future. . .
. . .and so came the day that I had to ask. . .
. . .what really happened, and if I should pack. . .
. . .you told me to hold you, cause you're still not "in". . .
. . .that doubt you showed me, it took away my win. . .
. . .and in the minutes that I pestered you so. . .
. . .the words you were hiding, I began to become slow. . .
. . ."in three days" you said, "let's see if its love". . .
. . ."but what if it's not?", is it "goodbye to you bub??". . .
. . .so thinking for a moment, I got really scared. . .
. . .cause three days is to short, it just doesn't seem fair. . .
. . .I then told you "no", cause that isn't enough. . .
. . .you told me "okay", your shoes you then scuffed. . .
. . ."what about a week??", "two months to be sure". . .
. . ."a week is too early, two months is a tour". . .
. . ."just give me a date, and then I'll do my best". . .
. . .February 14 was given, right after my request. . .
. . .I didn't agree, you answered "A day before valentines". . .
. . .I began to shake all over, I had to answer, "okay that's fine". . .
. . .I gave you a hug, then told you "you know right??". . .
. . .you questioned my answer, but my hug was too tight. . .
. . .in a low tone you said, "ahm what is it you're saying??". . .
. . ."that I love you, so much" so I will win this game and. . .
. . .you answered "I know" with a sad sigh you huffed. . .
. . ."just always remember that", and so I picked up my stuff. . .
. . .I began to walk away, "goodnight" without looking at your face. . .
. . ."valentines day huh" guess I gotta pick up my pace. . .

tazzky for all the appreciation and support. . .

it's the best I could make eh. . .
I'm feeling really sick. . . . . .