[psychogist]

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Table Of Contents

-08-26-07-
-It's. . .gonna. . .be. . .like. . .this-
-forgot. . .that. . .I. . .love. . .you-
-Is. . .it. . .me??. . .please. . .say. . .Its. . .just. . .me-
-I. . .promised. . .to. . .stop. . .but. . .I. . .cant-
-red. . .red. . .red. . .it's all red-
-. . .for. . .one. . .lonely. . .princess. . .-
-SHY-
-regret. . .and. . .forgiveness-
-One night, and one lost year-
-my sorry. . .is too little. . .and too late-
-visualize this. . .then visualize that you're beside me-
-the dangers of dreaming-
-R.A.I.N.-
-she said, her last words-
-this is an official goodbye, for an unofficial good lie-
-A Dedication-
-shouldn't have opened it-
-5:00 A.M.-
-someone who's been at the edge of your radar will suddenly move to the center today-
-remembering last years birthday party-
- 2006-2007 -
-sad, sorry, me-
-First-
-Bits and pieces-
-Tell me a story. . .of the past-
-Don't even want to-
-session-
-I'm down. . .when you're up-
-Room 421-
-Two more lines. . .just give me two more lines-
-for my dear friend-
-dedicated-
-cure for my ache-
-meaningless words-
-back to square one-
-revisiting last years high school drama-
-I'm Bozo, the clown-
-hoping a bit too much-
-even in dreams, I hope-
-I was ready, I thought I was ready-
-If only you could love me, like you did last year-
-I broke the silence, so to end this drama-
-I Love You-
-Mina-
-a test for a loser-
-It's been a year, so quick-
-10 hours of sleep, for 10 days of fun-
-kiss. . .kiss-
-stop your crying-
-I hate you. . .for not liking me-
-quite a lovely incident-
-bye. . .bye. . .dreams-
-angels do cry-
-In loving memory, if he even had one-
-only in the books-
-Good Morning-
-Goodnight-
-we both wore jackets that night-
-the loser in me-
-Happy Birthday-
-Happy Birthday Part II-
-there is beauty. . .in the scenes of my misery-
-Day Of Hearts-
-The Underpaid Work Force-
-Ode to the three-
-It's just an ordinary phone call. . .for you-
-something called suicide-
-welcome back-
-the 15th-
-you and me-
-could you sit beside me??. . .just for tonight-
-confessed to a close friend-
-this house is no home, it's just a little hole-
-. . .me. . .myself. . .and I. . .the battle of the mind-
-my short failure-
-you said. . .I said-
-The Reason is simple, yet so darn complicated-
-Evil You-
-just need to pour out some emotions-
-coat and tie. . .and a cocktail dress-
-Graduation-
-this is for you. . .hope you like it-
-a rising star, a musician and the aftermath that unfolds-
-Teenage poetry-
-pretender-
-paranoid or reality. . .I hope its just my paranoia-
-what I'm trying to say is. . .you'll be alright-
-memories of a night-
-I couldn't stand up for you-
-I'm stupid-
-I love you. . .and all the lies you told-
-You Let me go. . .so I can let you go-
-there's no title too appropriate for the pain that I feel-
-I said I wont do this anymore. . .but I guess I cant help it-
-it's been so long-
-I'm still yours. . . .remember??-
-I jumped at the chance. . . .and got my heart split in two-
-love me or lie-
-my letter, date removed-
-The M. . .it's an inside joke-
-curse words and simply more curse words-
-if you wish for bad karma to another then bad karma returns to you as well-
-the morning conversation. . .-
-bad dream, a part of me wants it-
-My Morning-
-another reason to write-
-Boredom. . .and never down to earth-
-you've become cold-
-recalling the word shy-
-need more sleep-
-CX-
-the priestess and the mage-
-desperate for a comeback-
-bummed out-
-cry before we laugh-
-similar-
-comfort-
-lets talk about it-
-this sky filled with fireworks-
-spilling lines-
-you all over-
-losing myself-
-the winter tears-
-Idolizing the alcohol-
-backstage with the scene-
-a lover, and a stranger-
-teenage run away-
-where I'm going there is no recognition-
-left of the lower avenue-
-no more sense-
-lets leave the dreaming to the 10 year old kids in need-
-my lost neverland-
-Cheers-
-more of a message than a poem-
-Dreams are ever fleeing-
-if only-
-Diary-
-drama + the alcohol = one hell of a story to tell-
-phantoms of 77-
-title...pending-
-lets change our names to why and bother-
-you had you a lady, but you settled for a whore-
-play of words-


Other Poems. . .(not posted by me)
"UNTITLED" (by wella1407)
i miss my guy (aiah_87)
A Brokenoidal Reason to Write (PadrePio)

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[psychogist]

-08-26-07-

. . .A brother's reunion tonight we make our stand. . .
. . .and if on occasion tonight's not so grand. . .
. . .but drink till the morn just follow my lead. . .
. . .no one left to scorn they talk and they bleed. . .
. . .words exchanged the laughter and the tears. . .
. . .but on this very night we take away your fears. . .
. . .the memories we had so broken and hurtful. . .
. . .we've all just been glad like a summertime myrtle. . .
. . .and if by the gods we would reek of death. . .
. . .then our souls they will take and lay on our bed. . .
. . .but tonight, tomorrow is just so far away. . .
. . .the wine just keeps pouring and were all okay. . .
. . .smiles fill the room as tears are now gone. . .
. . .and after it all, whens the next one to come. . .
. . .embrace and goodbye words are not noticed. . .
. . .for if we would cry then the heavens would owe it. . .
. . .tonight is a night that was hell worth the wait. . .
. . .and tomorrow again we come back to our fate. . .
. . .for as the hours pass a years not enough. . .
. . .to hold our cup high together we bluff. . .
. . .hoping on and on to stop will be never. . .
. . .cause after this night, true brothers forever. . .

[psychogist]

-it's. . .gonna. . .be. . .like. . .this.-


. . .I have no right to say I love you. . .
. . .for all the lies I said now seem true. . .
. . .he's perfect and what am I??. . .
. . .a no one, knows nothing but to cry. . .
. . .and after giving you this what do I achieve. . .
. . .will you just stand up and leave??. . .
. . .no you wont give a damn. . .
. . .tear this up and go to your man. . .
. . .hes been waiting by the corner all day. . .
. . .kiss his lips then ride away. . .
. . .I'm sitting there as you hold hands. . .
. . .rot away a tear makes a stand. . .
. . .why is it when I see you I begin to hide. . .
. . .my true feelings for fear inside. . .
. . .I have no right I'm just a past. . .
. . .waiting for the day your love wont last. . .

[K1Lm0r3]

ang galing very emo...

[psychogist]

. . .ahm thanks poh. . .

gonna put up more later. . .

ahm. . .

any suggestions??
or ahm compliments??. . .

just wanna get better at it. . .

[psychogist]

-forgot. . .that. . .I. . .love. . .you-

. . .what was before is now over. . .
. . .what was love is now sober. . .
. . .hate the world and love my lonesome. . .
. . .for all the things I've done and hoped on. . .
. . .I'm left again through this silent night. . .
. . .all I have my love and this knife. . .
. . .seems so friendly that it meets my skin. . .
. . .blood pours as I cry and sing. . .
. . .frostbite now I feel in summer. . .
. . .so cold so damp, full of red splatter. . .
. . .I'll take my secret to the grave. . .
. . .that my love to you was more than a rave. . .
. . .I'll give up so you can be happy with another. . .
. . .a life of tears my heart cant bother. . .

[psychogist]

-Is. . .it. . .me??. . .please. . .say. . .Its. . .just. . .me-

. . .I found you yesterday so nice and sweet. . .
. . .I found you yesterday like I needed you to meet. . .
. . .but after that I saw another who came too close. . .
. . .he did something then my jealousy rose. . .
. . .I went away to forget it all. . .
. . .I went away I began to fall. . .
. . .I told them all of what I feel. . .
. . .I broke my vow I began to kneel. . .
. . .that sight I saw was too much for me. . .
. . .I couldn't stand I couldn't see. . .
. . .so now I know that it's all gone. . .
. . .you're love for me is like a past done. . .
. . .then I to suffer those faiths of fears. . .
. . .I see you but all I can do is welcome tears. . .

[psychogist]

-I. . .promised. . .to. . .stop. . .but. . .I. . .cant-

. . .I said that this is the last. . .
. . .I said that I'd forget the past. . .
. . .I said that it's all over. . .
. . .I said those words, feelings undercover. . .
. . .Now you'll see me wasting away. . .
. . .In this small room I'd hate to stay. . .
. . .Now you'll see me tears all again. . .
. . .but just ask my heart I'll lend. . .
. . .I said some shit that I cant take back. . .
. . .Like I was high, my mind a crack. . .
. . .Look at me smiling at my mistakes. . .
. . .You to love me I can never make. . .
. . .So let this be our last goodbye. . .
. . .I'll cry but just for awhile. . .
. . .But please dont get used to not having me around. . .
. . .You'll hear nothing from me not a small sound. . .
. . .But I'll be here hurting from afar. . .
. . .Crying again as you both kiss in his car. . .

[psychogist]

-red. . .red. . .red. . .it's all red-

. . .I'll drown my tears and pain. . .
. . .I'll wash it off and hog the blame. . .
. . .I'll have another grueling shot. . .
. . .I'll have another my heart it rots. . .
. . .this nice flavor I feel tonight. . .
. . .Is this drink from heavens height??. . .
. . .It let's me forget all those worries. . .
. . .It let's me forget I have no hurries. . .
. . .another round for me and you. . .
. . .I hope you can take it too. . .
. . .my world it spins at the aftertaste. . .
. . .but all my sorrow has been erased. . .
. . .I need not worry if I'm to fall. . .
. . .I'll just think of you till morning's hall. . .

[lonely_princess]

Originally Posted by psychogist

-it's. . .gonna. . .be. . .like. . .this.-


. . .I have no right to say I love you. . .
. . .for all the lies I said now seem true. . .
. . .he's perfect and what am I??. . .
. . .a no one, knows nothing but to cry. . .
. . .and after giving you this what do I achieve. . .
. . .will you just stand up and leave??. . .
. . .no you wont give a damn. . .
. . .tear this up and go to your man. . .
. . .hes been waiting by the corner all day. . .
. . .kiss his lips then ride away. . .
. . .I'm sitting there as you hold hands. . .
. . .rot away a tear makes a stand. . .
. . .why is it when I see you I begin to hide. . .
. . .my true feelings for fear inside. . .
. . .I have no right I'm just a past. . .
. . .waiting for the day you're love wont last. . .

i love this one..can relate to it...haaayyzzz...just a past love...