Cleaning up my drawer, I found my old planners, and in my 2012 planner I saw this. I can't remember exactly what triggered this, but I think I have an idea. Have you ever felt trapped in a situation where everything is changing and not in your favor? And being mature means you just have to suck it up and deal?
8/2/2012
I don't want to go back to things that passed because I have realized that whining and pouting about it won't turn back time. Resistance is my enemy, indifference is my ally - not caring about EVERYTHING is peaceful.
I just hate to think that it has come down to this, I should do what I must and not what I want to do, that's the sad part about getting older. I just have to look forward to the company of real friends where maturity is a choice and non-compulsory, where a smile is genuine and not forced and where trust is given and not bought.
8/2/2012
I don't want to go back to things that passed because I have realized that whining and pouting about it won't turn back time. Resistance is my enemy, indifference is my ally - not caring about EVERYTHING is peaceful.
I just hate to think that it has come down to this, I should do what I must and not what I want to do, that's the sad part about getting older. I just have to look forward to the company of real friends where maturity is a choice and non-compulsory, where a smile is genuine and not forced and where trust is given and not bought.
