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So, this is for all ya'll korean drama fans out there and those who have watched Goblin..i think you'll understand what I'm on about with this..haha..anyway..even if you haven't watched the drama, I hope you enjoy reading this.
A Goblin's Thoughts
for years i have wished for death to claim me
to envelop me in its cold unyielding arms
to make me forget the sins that i'm carrying
to free me from the burden that is my past
for years i roamed around in a daze
not quite living, just surviving through the haze
some lives have touched me, others come and go
but through all this, i find myself still all alone
and then you came unexpectedly, at the light of the first snow..
and like a blizzard, you tore my world upside down
you broke down the barriers i've set up around me
you made me feel things for the first time
and now that the end is upon me
though i am still wishing for release,
i am dreading it at the same time
for how can i leave you?
how can i? now that i've come to care for you?
tell me, how can you break your own heart?
i wish i met you before this acursed life
i wish i could spend several lifetimes with you
i wish i could prolong each moment we have
i wish death would forget me, so i could forever be with you
