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ms.tearz : ang hirap palang bawiin yung mga nawala sayo o yung tipong pakiramdam mo ninakaw sayo ang lahatbut i still i won't give up as far as i know my limitation at kung hanggang saan pa ako lalaban.
Right now to tell you honestly i see a little chance to win her again nasa sobrang liit kahit siguro sinu di na itutuloy pa..
At malapit na ako sa part na yun maybe some of my friend in facebook na tagadito din sa symb. see my status but most of all status is just a fake, maybe they see my post that i'm with someone but that someone is common friend of mine, one of my foundation as a person, mga taong malapit sa akin, pero sa kabila ng nandiyan sila di pa rin talaga kayang punan yung nawala, some of my friend tell me na "naging manhid ka na after ng insidenteng yun,you'd become careless sa mga binibitawan mong salita." at tama sila minsan di ko na naiisip yung nararamdaman ng iba, isa sa mga dahilan bakit nag-lie low ako sa pagtambay sa LOVE and FRIENDSHIP zone dahil hangga't maari ayokong makapagsalita ng mali at ayoko din magkamali sa sasabihin ko.
Aminin ko malaki yung naging epekto sa akin nung "betrayal thing" na yan.
The question is how can i bring back the real me?.
Feeling ko nawala lahat.
Nakakafrustrate lang lalo na sumasabay pa ang problema sa pamilya
sorry sir.ninku if umabot ng lagpas 24hrs yung reply ko sayo,pinag-aralan ko yung mga sinabi mo, and i think tama ka po, na-preasure ako sa kadahilanang gusto ko na siyang maibalik sa buhay ko.part of immaturity pag nagmamahal matagal bago pumasok ang salitang "acceptance" maybe yun ang magandang sabihin sa sitwasyon ko, yes i admit di ko matanggap yung nangyari to the point na nawawala nako sa tamang direksyon, right now i don't if i'll still try or should i stop this stupidity that i have..
Ang hirap lang kasing humarap sa mga taong sanhi kung bakit ako ganito, ang hirap din nilang layuan dahil malapit din sila sa mga taong malapit sa akin, para akong naiipit sa sitwasyon, one of my friend told me "isa ka sa malaking halimbawa ng galit at poot ngayon, at naintindihan ko yung pinanggagalingan nito pero ang tanong hanggang kailan?"
and i came up to answer his question "i don't know, basta ang alam ko di ko pa kayang magpatawad and everytime na makakasama natin sila, i always wear the mask of pretending,dahil di ko na kayang magpakatotoo sa kanila after what they did,the only thing na gusto kong mangyari is maayos at maibalik sa dati ang lahat."
alam ko sir.ninku na napakaimposible nang maibalik sa dati ang lahat
pero alam ko sa huli malalagpasan ko ito, parte lang ito ng pagsubok na pagdaraanan ko salamat sa payo sir.ninku it means a lot di nga lang halata pero inaapply ko ito ngayon sa sarili ko.
In Life there is a lot of different type of people you may meet.
There are these types who are friendly,
There are also some of them who are haters
There are these who will use you
There are these who are going to be used by you
There are also people who needed your help
And also some who will help you too
Some who will give you things
and some who will take them all
There are people who would let you feel loved
And there are also some willing to hurt you
There is also a long list waiting to be written down pero tinatamad ako to specify them all. In short there are a lot of people out there. Some born with the same knowledge you have and some who don't. Nevertheless, even if fallen into the most special someone you can find, stay on alert and never let your guard down. Not on these people, but to the circumstances that may arrive.
I salute you. There are a small percentage of guys willing to arrange things and repair the damage dealt rather than living them behind. or me it's risky and hard, but fun. Why? Because you can test on how much you are willing to do for that special someone. And at the end of the day, makikita mo that you've done a lot. It may work and it may not, but there is a special lesson learned in every hardships that come.
MAhirap makiblend-in sa mga tao na alam mong cause. Di ko ikakaila yan. Kasi para sa akin you might have forgiven them pero alam mo yung sakit and everytime nakiktia mo sila bumabalik yung sakit. In love di lamang puro masasayang sandali yan. Puro iyakan din minsan pero kahit an sabiin mo lagi ka umiiyak or nasasaktan, ang enjoy ka naman.
You know yourself better than us.
If you think you can go on then go.
If you think you can't then stop.
If you think you want then it's fine.
If you think you need to, even if its hard, there's the BHC to help you.
Bakit kaya ang kabataan ngayon eh atat.
Parang kailan lang sinagot, kailan lang nanligaw, kailan lang break na then kailan lang meron anulit bago and mauulit ulit ang process na yun sa susunod. 1 week pa alng kayo meron na agad isa pang bf. It's clear from that point that you should leave her, if you are scared of giving her your all it's better to stop this dream. It's too complicated to be true. Magpapagamit sa iba pero ikaw ang mahal? Then sasabihin mo rin na mahal mo pero may doubt ka. Question na agad if you really loved her. Pero if you're gonna ask me I guess it's better to leave her na lang, it's a rare chance me saying to leave someone behind. It's just too complicated for me. Because things are going on too fast. Lalo na gf mo may alterego pa. Di malabong mangyari na maaaring root ng breakup niyo ang gawain niya na yan...
Almost same pala ito ng open relationship.
Yung tipong guy and girl can do things outside the relationship while the relationship is still intact. Yun lang sa open relationship is "SILA" unlike sa Pseudo Relationship na may ginagampanan silang rules inside the mutual understanding type of relationship. So if sila tatnungin di naman sila, pero ang nakikita ng tao ay sila. It's almost the same as friends with benefits. UU magulo honestly yung pamamaraan nila. The sad part is di alam ng both aprties na meron isa sa kanila ang actual na nahuhulog at umiibig. So dahil di halaa, itong nahuhulog na ito ang maaaring masaktan. No strings attached almost available lang sa one night stands. Didn't expect it to go to another level. This complicated type of level.
