I just want to share this kind of phobia im having. And if you could give me some advices i would gladly take it. As the title says, i really have a fear on semicolons. Its kinda weird but let me explain it.
I had a brother who commited suicide due to depression, and it really hit me real hard that for years i found it hard to move on to it. But im fine now, except with my fear on semicolon. I came to have watched this advertisement on tv about mental health awareness, depressions and suicide and at the end of the video, it shown this semicolon symbol in a black background. At those times i am also feeling depressed homesicked and fatigued to to lack of sleep coz i had worked at a roro vessel here in the philippines. Therefore my mind interpret things negatively as i have observed. Then there it goes, i saw that ad and the semi colon thinking what could have been the meaning of that symbol. Then i take it negatively and thought that its a hangman coz it looks like it. At first it feels like ok having a thought of it but as time goes whenever i see a semicolon it always reminding me of a hangman and it really really irritates me everytime feel like my mind is gonna shot down. Im always having a bad feeling whenever i see it and also always changes my mood that affects my personal relation and thinking process. And what i do is that i also try to avoid it, inbcomputers, cellphones or anywhere coz it always hurt me. I hope somebody here can help me and give me a very nice advice on how i will deal with my condition. Thank you
I had a brother who commited suicide due to depression, and it really hit me real hard that for years i found it hard to move on to it. But im fine now, except with my fear on semicolon. I came to have watched this advertisement on tv about mental health awareness, depressions and suicide and at the end of the video, it shown this semicolon symbol in a black background. At those times i am also feeling depressed homesicked and fatigued to to lack of sleep coz i had worked at a roro vessel here in the philippines. Therefore my mind interpret things negatively as i have observed. Then there it goes, i saw that ad and the semi colon thinking what could have been the meaning of that symbol. Then i take it negatively and thought that its a hangman coz it looks like it. At first it feels like ok having a thought of it but as time goes whenever i see a semicolon it always reminding me of a hangman and it really really irritates me everytime feel like my mind is gonna shot down. Im always having a bad feeling whenever i see it and also always changes my mood that affects my personal relation and thinking process. And what i do is that i also try to avoid it, inbcomputers, cellphones or anywhere coz it always hurt me. I hope somebody here can help me and give me a very nice advice on how i will deal with my condition. Thank you