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Friends to Famly to Strangers. Quite a long story that I need to share.

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Sana makita nila to. Alam ko na desperate na kayong makita ulit ako.
Yup. Tama nabasa nyo na title. Share ko lang story ko. Name is Celyne. From Nueva Ecija. 27 of age. Residing now here at Vancouver hehe.

So I met this group here in QC, I'm a gamer. Not a girl gamer. Gender isn't a issue here. If you play online games and you're a girl and you call yourself a girl gamer then you have already an issue haha. Nah just kidding. Basta gamer lang ako. Anyway let's start. Mahaba to

So, I was asked if I was free on December 16 2015 by a male friend "Darko". He said na Christmas Party daw ng Team nila sa League Of Legends. At first I was hesitant to join the said party kasi syempre sino ba naman mag pupunta na mag isa sa isang lugar na walang nakaka kilala sayo at wala ka din kilala pwera sakanya.

I chatted with him for a bit na magkita kami sa morayta so kasama ko siya when we go to the venue at a Condo unit somewhere in Cubao.

At first I was just there at the condo doing nothing but chatting with all of my ex co workers from sykes since nag resigned ako due to health issues and fatigue/stress or what you call it. Then they asked me if I was playong League. I said yes and they asked if what rank I placed since it's a preseason that time. I said I only reached Diamond 3.

They were not believing me at first so they hafta check it if it's legit. Annd baam I was accepted in the team. 8pm came by. I met the unit owner, kahit na mas matanda ako sakanya I always call him "Kuya Jacob". We got drank, there are like atleast 20 people in the crampped unit of the condo. We don't have a loud sound, guitars, just stories to share. We talked a lot about league of legends. I got accepted at the team.

December 28 2015, birth day of thr bunso ng team. Si "Erwin". As far as I remember, 10 lang kami na nasa condo that time since ung iba busy sa school due to them being on a thesis, some are busy with work. Erwin arrived at the condo with a box of Emperador. Yes I drink and Smoke. I quickly greeted him with a formal cheek to cheek greeting way.

And no, there will be no lovelife story here. We drink and we drink until we all drop to the bed. Kung nag iisip ka na naging sex party un, well mali ka ng iniisip hehe. Hindi sila ganon, kaya nga confident ako na ikwento un kasi kahit ako lang mag isa ang babae palagi sa inuman they never joked about sex or anything. Basta kwentuhan lang ng kung ano ano.

Napansin ko na palagi kami mag kakasama, si Kuya Jacob, Erwin, Daryl, Christine, Anjanette, Lencer, James and si Deejhay. Bilisan ko na kwento baka kasi sobrang humaba pa. Tumira kami sa unit ni Kuya Jacob, lahat walang work, lahat addicted sa league, lahat nabenta namin ung mga gadgets namin para lang maka survive sa mga bills, food and addiction. Include mo na din ung every other day na inuman. Heaven no? Yes. Freedom which I only felt when I was with them.

Halos ayoko na nga matapos yun sa totoo lang. Nandun sila pag kaylangan ko ng iiyakan, ng ka kwentuhan, ng kasama sa mall pag may gadgets na ibebenta. We also did buy and sell ng mga gadgets just to survive. Dun ko lang na ramdaman ung feeling na "oh wow so ganito pala ang feeling ng may "family" outside your family. I came from a broken family, lumaki ako sa grand parents ko kaya spoiled pero lahat naman natatapos diba? So do I.

Unti unti ko na realize na family na pala ang turing ko sakanila, as in pamilya talaga. Tatay Gene na mimiss na kita tay. Bakit hindi na kasi kita ma contact tay. Hindi mo ba na mimiss ung anak mo na napulot mo sa net shop sa morayta? :(

Kuya Jacob, ikaw din. Sobrang miss na kita. Na mimiss ko na ung silly face mo na ginagawa mo pag chenecheer up mo ako. Pag down ako, pag hindi natutuloy mga plano nyo nanjan ka pa din para sakanila kahit ano ung ginawa nila sayo. Kabit bina back stab ka nila nanjan ka pa din para sakanila. Saludo ako sayo. Sobra. Thank you very much Kuya sa pag aalaga mo sakin nung may sakit ako.

Erwin, ted na mimiss kita ng mas sobra pa kay Tay real talk. Sorry ha. Hindi kita mapupuntahan sa bday mo sa 28. Sorry talaga ted. Wala ted eh. Talkshit ako this time around. Thank you ted for always being a good listener. Basta "ang sarap maging tingglleeee". Haha! :(

Stranghero na ko sainyo alam ko un. Dahil na din sa ginawa ko. Sobrang nahihiya na ko sainyo. Di ko kaya na makita kayo. Baka mas lalo ko na hindi kayanin. Baka mas mapabilis pa.

Lencer and Eloisa, be more strong for each other. Fighting! Na mimiss ko na si kayo kalaro ng draw something pag talo sa lucky 9. Etits sa noo at sa pisngi.

Well, Lianne/Jilianne. Anak ko, namimiss na kita. Alagaan mo mabuti ung anak mo ha. Wag ka na mag yosi, last na pa check natin kay baby mo maliit and unhealthy siya. Please anak ha. Stop yosi na.

Kung nag babasa ka pa haggang dito. May cancer ako. Lung Cancer and I'm suffering Anxiety and Bipolar Depression. Kaya di ko na sila pwede pa makita. Isa pang rason kung bakit di ko na din kayo makikita eh nandito na ko overseas. Di ko na alam kung kaylan ako makaka balik o makaka balik pa ba ko. Joke kasi yung doctor. Di binigay kung aabot pa ba ako ng new year. Ang lamig pala pag skin head haha! Kaya pala peborit ni Kuya Jacob. Oh pano Team Looney Toons! Phantom is out! I guess, I'll see you later. Mauuna na ko :)
 
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Sorry to hear about your condition. I think getting treatment overseas for some ailment is not a good idea compare to here but they have a wonderful health care system. Plus, Vancouver is a wonderful city with nice climate - doesn't snow much and isn't as cold as other provinces in Canada though it rains a lot. The clean air there might help a bit. Hope you will feel better.
 
Sorry to hear about your condition. I think getting treatment overseas for some ailment is not a good idea compare to here but they have a wonderful health care system. Plus, Vancouver is a wonderful city with nice climate - doesn't snow much and isn't as cold as other provinces in Canada though it rains a lot. The clean air there might help a bit. Hope you will feel better.

Nandito kasi ung sister ko. She works as a public dentist and a psychologist.
Yeah ulan lang talaga kalaban. Pero it's bearable naman and I don't often go outside since nandito lang ako sa room ng hospital for chemo.
 
wag ka mawalan ng pag asa,,,,, alam mo ba mga real name nila?
Ofcourse. I know them personally. I've told them kasi to look for me if I vanished which I did and I know that Erwin uses symbianize cause he is a degree holder of Masteral in BSIT..

hindi ba nila alam?.

Yes. They didn't know about my illness. Bigla na lang ako kasi "nawala" after we partied at Morato. After nun wala na hehe. Umuwi ako ng province due to my sister coming home for a vacation then; there I was our "yearly" health check up, then diagnosed na may stage 2 cancer. It sucks.
 
hanggang ngayon wala ka pang nakakausap kahity isa sa mga kaibigan mo? mas maganda na malaman nila para palakasin Lalo loob mo...
 
hanggang ngayon wala ka pang nakakausap kahity isa sa mga kaibigan mo? mas maganda na malaman nila para palakasin Lalo loob mo...

Yes. I choose not to. Iiyak lang ako ng sobra kasi which will activate my depression nanaman due to the reason I missed them. Ang hirap nga eh. Gsuto ko makita silang lahat, makausap, makasama ulit pero hindi maganda para sa health issues ko.
 
tatagan mo loob mo.... gagaling ka.... kadalasan sa mga gumagaling sa sakit na yan eh yung hindi sila naniniwala na may sakit sila kasi dun humihina loob nila....
 
tatagan mo loob mo.... gagaling ka.... kadalasan sa mga gumagaling sa sakit na yan eh yung hindi sila naniniwala na may sakit sila kasi dun humihina loob nila....

I already had the mindset of come what may kasi so yun.
 
good... basta wag ka mag isip na may sakit ka.. isipin mo malakas ka... saka iwasan mo mag isip ng malulungkot na bagay....
ako nga tinaningan ko na sarili ko na hanggang 28 lang masaya na ako dahil sa sobrang dami kong bisyo... kaso 30 na ako ngayon lumagpas na ako sa limit... basta palagi ka lang maging masaya....
 
good... basta wag ka mag isip na may sakit ka.. isipin mo malakas ka... saka iwasan mo mag isip ng malulungkot na bagay....
ako nga tinaningan ko na sarili ko na hanggang 28 lang masaya na ako dahil sa sobrang dami kong bisyo... kaso 30 na ako ngayon lumagpas na ako sa limit... basta palagi ka lang maging masaya....

Yes thanks for the input. Hindi naman bisyo nag caused nung illness ko. They disn't revealed it. I'm guessing it was vape. But that's only an assumption.
 
hahaha basta stay strong... ako kasi simula bata walang medical records hindi ako nagpapa check up kahit masama karamdaman ko... sabi ko kasi pag mamamatay na ako ayaw ko ng sakit... kaya binabalewala ko lang lahat... ingat lagi jan.... magtiwala ka lang sa lakas ng katawan mo..
 
hahaha basta stay strong... ako kasi simula bata walang medical records hindi ako nagpapa check up kahit masama karamdaman ko... sabi ko kasi pag mamamatay na ako ayaw ko ng sakit... kaya binabalewala ko lang lahat... ingat lagi jan.... magtiwala ka lang sa lakas ng katawan mo..

Yes. Haha. Wala di maiiwasan eh. Grandma ko is doctor, Tita ko din, kaya walang takas.
 
basta lagay mo sa utak mo nagbabakasyon ka lang.... yung barkada ko kasi namatay 2015 after ng new year... halos 10 yrs kami magkainuman... araw araw kasi inuman rito samin.... malakas sya nung hindi pa nagpapa check up.. nung nag pa check up sya madami nakitang sakit sa kanya kaya pina stay sya ng nanay nya sa hospital para matignan.. paglabas nya payat na sya... umabot pa sya ng 1 year kasi nag ka gf sya... tapos bago magpasko hiniwalayan na sya... after ng new year unti unti na syang nanghihina..... utak kasi nagpapahina sa katawan natin....
 
basta lagay mo sa utak mo nagbabakasyon ka lang.... yung barkada ko kasi namatay 2015 after ng new year... halos 10 yrs kami magkainuman... araw araw kasi inuman rito samin.... malakas sya nung hindi pa nagpapa check up.. nung nag pa check up sya madami nakitang sakit sa kanya kaya pina stay sya ng nanay nya sa hospital para matignan.. paglabas nya payat na sya... umabot pa sya ng 1 year kasi nag ka gf sya... tapos bago magpasko hiniwalayan na sya... after ng new year unti unti na syang nanghihina..... utak kasi nagpapahina sa katawan natin....

Yes. I lost already 7klg just by staying here for like 2 weeks palang. I don't like to give it a thought na ikaka lungkot ko.
 
sorry.... basta laban lang... kung tingin mo hindi mo pa nasusulit buhay ditto sa lupa... wag kang susuko...
 
sorry.... basta laban lang... kung tingin mo hindi mo pa nasusulit buhay ditto sa lupa... wag kang susuko...

Well sulit na sulit na pero kung pag bibigyan pa ulit edi go lang tayo haha
 
hahaha yan dapat masayahin ka... kung sulit na sulit naman na.. wag ka na matakot basta wag mo isipin na may sakit ka....
 
dont suffer yourself not to speak to anyone, buti na lang nakadaan ka dito. Depression is only set of minds. Don't lock yourself in that loneliness of yours. You have a capability to break out in your cocoon.

You can be anonymous here. No pressure, if you need to someone to talk. just post here. Be aware. Girl / Woman is gold here. hehehe. just kidding but real :D
 
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