We were having a good time with his friends, it was my first time to meet everyone. In the middle of a good conversation one of his friends said, he thought he (my boyfriend) will be bringing (girls name which is not me) here. He just shrugged and immediately shushed his friend.
I understand that its an internal joke, but his reaction was a little different. On our way home I asked, who's the girl whom his friend was talking about at the party, he said she's nobody. I asked intently, and so he said she's was a fling from three years ago. And that she's a flight attendant, she's this and she's that.
I've always been proud that I have good memory, but this is not a good moment to remember things. Because I remember, he talked about a creepy ex-girlfriend who's a flight attendant. And he said that this woman is somebody that he dated seven years ago. She's so significant that he wouldn't date flight attendants anymore.
So I remembered, and asked if she's the same girl. His answers became unclear and couldn't be connected to anything anymore. Until he pulled the "I DON'T REMEMBER" card.
This was four or five months ago.
Today we broke up, looking at our photos and videos I remember him so differently. I wish I can go back, not during those times. But before he made me fall for him. I wouldn't be hurting this much, if I never have let him.
I understand that its an internal joke, but his reaction was a little different. On our way home I asked, who's the girl whom his friend was talking about at the party, he said she's nobody. I asked intently, and so he said she's was a fling from three years ago. And that she's a flight attendant, she's this and she's that.
I've always been proud that I have good memory, but this is not a good moment to remember things. Because I remember, he talked about a creepy ex-girlfriend who's a flight attendant. And he said that this woman is somebody that he dated seven years ago. She's so significant that he wouldn't date flight attendants anymore.
So I remembered, and asked if she's the same girl. His answers became unclear and couldn't be connected to anything anymore. Until he pulled the "I DON'T REMEMBER" card.
This was four or five months ago.
Today we broke up, looking at our photos and videos I remember him so differently. I wish I can go back, not during those times. But before he made me fall for him. I wouldn't be hurting this much, if I never have let him.
