To start with, I consider myself a "straight female" in some aspects. Mahirap ipaliwanag pero babae ako manamit, gumalaw, pero hindi yung ubod ng kikay. Then recently, I came to realize that I get attracted to both men and women. Dati patingin-tingin lang talaga ako sa mga girls na hot, attractive, sexy. Hanggang doon lang. And lagi kong sinasabi sa sarili ko na never akong maffall sa girls. ![Laughing Out Loud :lol: :lol:](/images/smilies/new/lol.gif)
But everything has changed when I met this colleague of mine. Maganda, matalino, mabait. Basta I know for sure that I have this "thing" towards her. Like I wanna try "it" with her. I wanna be in a relationship with her. So hindi lang siya infatuation. Eto yung problem. Sometimes, kapag napapatingin ako sa kanya, nahuhuli ko ring nakatingin siya sakin. Minsan nagkaka-eye contact kami for a few seconds. She compliments me as well! We talk pero not too often. We're just acquaintances, really. We're not very close to each other kasi. She doesn't know that I am a bisexual. Konti lang nakakaalam pa kasi.
I tried stalking her facebook and I found in some of her very old pics (4-5 years ago) na she's very close with this girl na close friend niya before. Then ang sweet ng mga captions and comments nila. But I am not sure if they were in a relationship before and whether she's a bi too.
I'm not yet ready to admit na I like her kasi I want to know first whether she's into girls as well. I have a feeling na mapapahiya ako kapag umamin ako and nalaman kong straight as a ruler pala siya.
Help guys!! ![Smile :) :)](/images/smilies/smile.gif)
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![Laughing Out Loud :lol: :lol:](/images/smilies/new/lol.gif)
But everything has changed when I met this colleague of mine. Maganda, matalino, mabait. Basta I know for sure that I have this "thing" towards her. Like I wanna try "it" with her. I wanna be in a relationship with her. So hindi lang siya infatuation. Eto yung problem. Sometimes, kapag napapatingin ako sa kanya, nahuhuli ko ring nakatingin siya sakin. Minsan nagkaka-eye contact kami for a few seconds. She compliments me as well! We talk pero not too often. We're just acquaintances, really. We're not very close to each other kasi. She doesn't know that I am a bisexual. Konti lang nakakaalam pa kasi.
![Wink ;) ;)](/images/smilies/wink.gif)
I'm not yet ready to admit na I like her kasi I want to know first whether she's into girls as well. I have a feeling na mapapahiya ako kapag umamin ako and nalaman kong straight as a ruler pala siya.
![Laughing Out Loud :lol: :lol:](/images/smilies/new/lol.gif)
![Smile :) :)](/images/smilies/smile.gif)
![Smile :) :)](/images/smilies/smile.gif)