count me in po Bro, just want to know, has it ever occured to you that you just sometimes feel like you don't want to believe in God anymore? how did you deal with it?
yes sis midori, i understand you. i'd been on that same feeling several times. naranasan ko na ring hindi maniwala sa bibliya, but whenever i'm feeling that feeling, inaalala ko lang ung life's testimony ko, every christian should have their own particularly born again,
i always recall my life's testimony whenever i'm feeling that feeling, God had preserve me since i was in my mother's womb, the doctors taught that i was just a cyst on my mother's womb, the operation was already scheduled to remove me form my mother, but the caring arms of God preserved me, now after 18 years i'm here, serving the Lord who took care of me.
eto lang maipapayo ko sa'iyo sis,
recall your testimony, recall how God worked on your life miraculously, how He preserved you, how He died for you...
second, read the bible. it is our "map" on our pilgrimage here on earth.
third, PRAY, the key to a healthy relationship is communication isn't it? so to have a healthy relationship with God pray as often as you could.
ask for the prayers of your bros and sis in faith. share your struggles with your pastor. i'm sure it would be of great relief...
i hope that i've helped you sis midori. and i'll be praying for you... GOdbless