Symbianize Literati: The Freewriting Thread ♥

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Good day!

As part of the Symbianize Literati project we present to you the Freewriting Thread. here in this thread you're free to write anything Syempre as long as it does not violate the Symbianize forum rules and regulations. It's one way to help you writers overcome writer's block--without worrying about editing, revising and all... basta sulat lang ng sulat. From the word itself free and write.


If you're not familiar with what freewriting is, here's a few tips and info:


What is freewriting:

Free writing is a prewriting technique in which a person writes continuously for a set period of time without regard to spelling, grammar, or topic. It produces raw, often unusable material, but helps writers overcome blocks of apathy and self-criticism. It is used mainly by prose writers and writing teachers.[1][2] Some writers use the technique to collect initial thoughts and ideas on a topic, often as a preliminary to formal writing.

[ Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Free_writing ]

Free writing is a simple process that is the basis for other discovery techniques. Basic free writing follows these guidelines:

1. Write nonstop for a set period of time (10–20 minutes).
2. Do not make corrections as you write.
3. Keep writing, even if you have to write something like, "I don't know what to write."
4. Write whatever comes into your mind.
5. Do not judge or censor what you are writing.

[ Source: http://web.mst.edu/~gdoty/classes/concepts-practices/free-writing.html ]



Then freewriting results in a mess?

Yes, it certainly can. In fact, if your free writing is neat and coherent, you probably haven't loosened up enough. However, remember that you can't fail in free writing. The point of doing free writing is the process, not the end result. If you follow the guidelines, your free writing is successful.


The benefits of freewriting

It makes you more comfortable with the act of writing.
It helps you bypass the "inner critic" who tells you you can't write.
It can be a valve to release inner tensions.
It can help you discover things to write about.
It can indirectly improve your formal writing.
It can be fun.

Here's a sample freewriting exercise by our very own Padrepio (as posted in our Literati FB Hideout)

ok. im staring at my monitor reading cecille's post and ohmygulay i dont know what to say but it doesn't mean that i dont like her suggestion matter of fact i extremely like it however i think i know the reason why my togue is tied in a manner of speaking and it's because right now at this very moment i am thinking of something else soemething very very important a matter of life and death and that is why i can't even be bothered to put any commas and periods on my sentences grammar be dammned and yes spilleng be damned too what was i saying oh yes about something important and the gist of the matter is i csnt think of any response to cecille's post because right now the urge to sit on a white throne with a pool of water below it is very strong oh god what a relief

Another one from http://web.mst.edu/~gdoty/classes/concepts-practices/free-writing-example.html

well I'm sitting here at the key board and I really don't know what to write about it is too chilly in this building today age after we complained all summe about it being too hot - remind myself not to correct errors it's second nature to go back and change mistales mabee i should have written this example in long hand but then i 'd have to translate my hadnwriting I don't know how to wirt ehte link for the Shiki list renga I want ot constribute a link if I can I saw a bumblebee in sweet pea blossoms this morning and i think that would work bery well as an image but i havent got it worked out well i don't know how the bee relates to the blossoms is he hiding in them? is he . . . is he . . . is he . . . making a home there, no of course not bees don't live in blossoms and he's not hiding either I cont' thins bees hide what do yu thing? (i'm aware I, m going to post hthis and aware someone may read it which causes some inihinbition I couldn't rfind another aexample earier my typing isn't always this bads excuses excuses but freedom too mabeb my bee link can can can canc can canc what ? include refenerce to alley where we were aw=walking the dof? i mean dog of course he was buried stuck his head in nettles or something some kinf of weed groins gwo growing in the chain link fense below the sweet peas so may be I can put the fo dog in the link but it can't be more than 14 syllables which isn't very much to wirte I guess but thats renga for you I like the hokku that Dhugal posted "sparrows/erip aw I can't remember they erupt from trees but I think Paul Mena says what kind of trees and there's the third line :"a sudden burst of thunder" and did I remember that write i mean rite and anyway the bee going INTO the blossoms I think links nicely with the sparrows coming out of the rte trees and the thunder with the bee's presumed buzzing although I ididnt hear anything and maybe that would be something to include in the link do you think? henh henh henh I rhymed I did and the bees and the blosssom, ah the birds and the bees and the blossoms and the supposed old fashioned man to man talk a father had with a son but I was a farmboy and it's kinda hard to miss what a bull does to a cow and that's probably enough of that guess I won't spell chect this file hee ehee hee and what next what comes nesct I stiull have a minut or ssp these tehrt there awas and idea aobyut the bee and blossom link there but it's past o yeh the silence the of the bee, ie "the silence of the bee / in the sweetpea blossoms? yeh I think that;s it finish this mess and sebd send it to Dhugal and see how he lings likes it see there, free writing fdoses pay off I didn't not intend that reslult and it wasn't planned iethter so that's about it

Simple rules-- write to EXPRESS not to impress. No structures required. Just let the words flow...

Keep writing!

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[nasabayabasan07]

1 vote 2 vote 3 vote

yes ano kaya ang mangyayari

4 vote 5 vote 6 vote

naku hindi ako mapakali

kunwari
chili mansi
nagugutom na tuloy ako
buti nalang malayo pa ang Pasko
Pero kaya mo bang magsulat ng gutom?
Sino kaya ang naghahamon?
hamon na ham? or hamon na verb?
makapag laro nga ng backgammon...

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P. S. (pinilit na sinundot)

Hindi pala ako naglalaro ng backgammon
Kaya ang lalaruin ko nalang ay Pokemon!

I'd like to have an output but how? Without an inspiration, without a sudden gush of emotions, without that spark, without that will

how can i write?

My mind is Idle. Parang PC na nag hang.
Maybe i'm overworked. maybe i need to relax
maybe i'm just lonely and need someone that rhymes with tax
I couldn't think of anything but work, uminom ng tang.

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P. S. (pahiram ng sandali)

Naks parang nakaw na sandali lang
For some reason hindi nag aapear tong post ko. Siguro napagtanto na ng Symbianize na isa lamang akong kalat
kalat na papel. Pumapapel. Siguro hindi talaga ako magaling mag english pero pinipilit ko lang. Bakit ba kasi ayaw
magpakita ng post ko, whatever pain reliever. Kahit hindi mo ipakita ang post ko, magpopost ako. Kahit walang magbasa ng
litanya ko, magsusulat ako. E ano naman? ha? uy may views. thanks.

Ambaaagaaal ng oras. Kanina pako nag p-procrastrinate tama ba spelling? pero may panahon talaga na ang katamaran ay
kumokonsumo sa kabuuan ng iyong pagkatao. Parang taghiyawat na kulay green. Ayaw mo pero minsan talagang kulay green. Tapos puputok....

Grabe sa over naman. inaantok nako agad eh hapon palang. over sa grabe. Sakit na mata ko kaka compyuter wala paring output. Siguro kelangan
munang gumawa ng ibang bagay. Maglalaro muna ako ng apoy. Dahil isa akong fire bender. Pero wag nalang kasi may smoke detector dito masipa pako sa trabaho.

Maglalaro nalang ako ng tubig. Libre pa.

 

[Neo_O]

padaan kasi wala na akong madaraanan, ubos na ata yung daan kong dinadaanan mga daan ko'y walang kabulohan at hindi ko na din alam saan ba ako dapat dumaan pero ganun pa man kaya ko naman kahit walang lugar na akong pinupuntahan lahat na ata nawawala mga bagay tila hinihila pababa gusto ko na ata mag makaawa para lang matigil na mga nangyayaring hindi ko inaakalang mangyayari pala kaya eto bagot ako at walang magawa nag-iisip ng mga bagay na hindi ko mawari kung ano mga eksana sa isip ko naglalaro tipong pelikulang kung ano-ano mga bagay bagay na hindi ordinaryo mga salitang sinisigaw sa mukha ko. (hinga malalim) mula sa kaiboturan hanggang sa kayang abutin tipong pagkabagot ko ako'y kinakain ano ba kasi ang dapat kong gawin ano ba kasi dapat kong isipin nagugulohan na akong tunay, daig ko pa ata yung buhok ng aming kapitbahay yung ugat sa ulo ko pumipitik na naman oh nagpapansin tila sibasabing itigil ko na daw to baka sumabog na ako hahahahahaha




pasensya na hanggang dito na lang

p.s. miss na kita

 

[electric leroux]

anak ng chocnut!
nag resign yung video card ni lappy.
nyahahaha. pareng free try lang mag post a.
hirap mag browse gamit ang pipitsugin na phone na to.
tsk. muka namang wala pang typo.
gusto ko sana ipost sa blog ko yung romance novel e.

kaso di ko naman maacess
di ko naman mapost sa comp shop
hehe. .
teka bat di ko makita yung n
asa baba?
dibale qwerty namn to e. siguro konti lang yung error
di tuloy ako makadownload ng movies.
teka .. wed pala ngayon.
sna mkapag manga..
aw.. super lagg..



ayaw m.ma p
ost??


t+

 

[rpwnzer]

Learn how to play your card my friend
And Dont Act like you know everything.
Its okay to hate me, cause when the time comes
You will regret it

Pinapalala mo lang ang nangyayare.
Baka sa huli ikaw pa ang magso-sorry
Sana nanahimik ka na lang.
Hindi mo alam ang gulo na iyong pinasukan

 

[synapse1]

Ok fine I'm gonna do this. Yes, I'm gonna try this free write thingy. Okay I'm gonna start this. Okay here it is I'm gonna share my thoughts. Okay this is it, this is really it. Here goes nothing. Wait, I have no idea what to do but technically I'm already doing this. Yes, I'm already freewriting.Yup, I feel free and I can see that I'm writting but I have no Idea where I am going with this. Where am I going? I really dont know, just keep writing, just input everyword that comes to mind. Yes input, put it in. Type the word using the keyboard and see the words flow through the white screen. Shoot the emoticons on the right side are/is (should I use are or is? but i should not thingk about spelling and grammar because I'm free writing. I mean, thats the point of freewriting right? okay back to the wherever I was before)..really annoying. I mean why the (binsert curse words here) are they moving in a very veryvery very perpetually annoying and manner. I ...must not stop writing. Okay what to put next. Hmm...just click click click. What do I do?what do i write? I don't know what I am doing right now but I must not stop. For unknown reasons I must not stop. I believe I must not stop but I don't really know why. Maybe thst's why I said earlier "for unknown reasons, I must not stop. I gues this is what they call motivation. Blind motivation to be specific. (curse) someone turned on the radio. I hate the radio. I despise it. It's an old fashioned piece of crap that plays crap that these imbeciles call music, but it's crap! Justin bieber faggy crap! And their corny jokes that are ment only for the people with shallow minds. Hell! I hate the radio! Woah! this crap is ...wait where was I? Crap! I forgot! Darn! the emoticons are really really really really annoying!!Urgh! I'm..I have no problems with smiles and crap but there animate emoticons are really corny. I mean putting a sad face in a statement amplifies it's meaning but putting a moving or animated sad face in a statement maurgh itkes it a joke! urgh its really annoying. Wait can I use the word crap? I guess I can because I often hear that words on TV. I feel so spent. I feel tired. THis "must not stop writing" is making me really hungry. I wonder what the other forumites wrote? honestlyindi i did not even finish reading the first post because its "tldr" hahaha. Okay i digress. Crap I like thaat word--Digress-- it just sound so cool. Hmm ..I wonder what she is doing right now? She's probably cooking stuff or writting things or probably complaining about the worlds or probably watching the flowers...hmm.. meh, she's probably watching an episode of the walking dead. Wait, why am I suddenly thinking about her? is this what they call LLOOOVVV(pukes). Urgh must stay away from her. I'm a monster and she's a good girl. I don't want her to end up like the ones that i have consummated in all manners of perversion and then... must not talk about those things. I really feel sorry for them. I was young, I was curious and they were there. THat's why I must say away from this girl. and why am I talking about a girl?I feel so ccheezy..pukes. But her indifference is really attractive. How the hell does she manage in spite of all my knowledge in deception, persuasion and psychology. I love psychology, I should have majorred in psycology. darn. Danr! this is too much information, eeh but what the heelll, no one will read this anyway,...and for my parting words can i say I find her indifference most attractive because i know there's a space in her heart reserved for me and only me. Well if the pieces fit perfectly and everything turns out well, then i'm gonna be living in the same city with her again ..yay.. and I'm gonna be a good boy .for her i think i can manage that but not yet.. not while i'm still trapped. burdened by baggage and controlled by fears of the uncertain future.
ok so this it it. woah so many red lines. now, press backspace...must not press enter. must not post this..wait should i?ahhh to hell post this. oh

 

[melala]

Kumusta naman yung gising pa ko sa oras na to at pupunta pa kami ng Manaoag mamayang alas- singko?!

Hindi pa din ako tapos sa sinusulat ko. Kahapon pa ako nagreresearch tungkol dito hanggang kaninang umaga.. tapos kakasimula lang magsulat ng tanghali hanggang ngayon. Hindi ko naachieve yung goal na matapos ko lahat bago pumunta ng Manaoag mamaya pero hayaan mo na ganun talaga. Ang mahalaga kahit papano eh nasimulan ko na.

Grades na sa April 1. Sa hirap ng mga subjects ko masarap pala sa pakiramdam na kahit papano eh pasado ka (kahit pasang awa) sa mga subjects mo. Masarap isipin na hindi ka na uulit. Sabi ng student assistant na kaclose ko wala naman daw akong bagsak well sana nga. Malalaman ko din naman. Kung pasado maraming salamat kung hindi tatanggapin ko.. Hindi naman pabilisan makagraduate. Ang importante makapasa sa bar period at maging mabuting atitiway period pagdating ng panahon.

Well gusto ko lang pasalamat kasi natapos din yung isang taon. Tamang tama pupunta kaming Manaoag.. Sabi nga ng prof ko dasal dasal din pag may time.

 

[rpwnzer]

Very good move my friend.
Just don't pull the trigger.
Cause it will end your life forever.
Behave keep your mind in peace.
So no one will rest in peace.

 

[nasabayabasan07]

I never expected that writing with guidelines is going to be hard. Now I have to start over again. Gosh.... I need an inspiration, someone who will make me feel alive. Parang si Raven dun kay solid Snake : Hurt me more! Make me feel alive again! Hmmm kakamiss ang larong yun ah. Anyway, back to writing, I'm torn in between starting over again and not joining at all.. Tol said I should join, kaya mo yan and everything but in the end , i ts really up to me. I want to let go. I want to shatter the 9999 barrier. I want to be outside the box. But with those three words I am limited inside the kahon. Bakit ba ganito ang hirap talaga... Nagugutom nako. Hmmm maybe after satiating
my hunger I'd be able to write another one... another one with those limited words . i need to focus. I'd like to win again kasi meron ulit akong ibang pagbibigyan ng load hehehe it makes me happy to make other people happy. even the littlest of things... makapaglaro nalang ulit ng ninja gaiden s2+ under master ninja mode. chapter 3 nako eh pero bwisit yung mga ninja dogs . actually , lahat bwisit kasi 1 grab =death na agad. Oh masterninja mode why u so hard?! pero mas hard yung sa ninja gaiden sigma 1 na master ninja... chapter 1 lang ako pero hindi na ako makausad hahahahaha. kelang ba laban ni pacquiao? Tamad ako mag google... Anyway highway, rumaragasa n a naman ang aming thruster 5 and 6 sana magkaigi na . babay free wrtiging, thread , hanggang sa muli paalam!

 

[10reason]

nawala man ako sa kabila hindi na sila pwedeng magsaya
nagkamali sila ng kinalaban kahit nagtulong-tulong pa sila
tumahimik lang ako saglit pero nabwelo ako para magpasabog ng isang bomba

anong akala niyo sakin nakalimutan ko na ang nangyari
nagkakamali kayo pinaghandaan ko lang yung mga death threat niyo
akala niyo nagbalik na ko pwes nagkakamali kayo dahil wala na talaga kong balak bumalik sa jurisdiction niyo dahil pare-pareho naman kayong hypocrite at nagpapataasan ng ihi, panay ang gawa niyo ng mga obra pero puro naman basura PWE!

malamang hindi na kayo makatulog dahil sa ginawa ko hahaha...kasalanan niyo kung bakit binigyan ko kayo ng death threat lalo na yung tinitingala niyo na feeling diyos eh mang-mang naman

intindihin niyong mabuti yung content ng mr. impress, fake at best word for you sa mga ginawa kong death threat sa inyo alam kong ramdam niyo ang galit ko sorry kayo sinagad niyo pasensiya ko nga pala yung tinitingala niyong king ng adult at yung #1 villain eh nakabalandra pala sa tumblr yung mukha nilang dalawa swerte nung iba dahil hindi ko na-save ang mga pic niyo eh sigurado isasama ko kayo hehehe...huwag niyo kong sabihan ng bad dahil hindi ako bad ruthless lang ako and i don't give second chance for infidels. dream on MOFO!

 

[jinny]

ang sakit sa katangahang taglay tumama pa sa pedestal
bakit kasi namamaga ka eh ayaw ko naman mag drugs

sa kausap ko kagabi lakasan mo lang loob mo kaya mo yan
wag kang matatakot pag kailangan mo ng kausap andito lang ako
wag kang mag alala dadalawin kita at dadalhan ng foods
gusto ko din makita yung chinito eh

natatawa talaga ako pag naaalala ko yung martes
ang gulo kasi kausap nasa tapat na sya san san pa nagpunta
pinagod lang sarili nya

 

[Yoki]

hello, kumusta kana?
tagal na nating hindi nag uusap ah
speaking of usp matagal naring nawawala ang isang nilalang
anyways

so eto ako, kahit pano eh masaya
masaya nga ba?
hindi ko alam
basta ang alam ko tumatawa ako
pero pansin ko, mas malakas ang tawa ko pag may problem ako
sa lahat ng mga nakausap ko last night
maraming
maraming
maraming salamat sa inyo
naiiyak ako
salamat sa tulong
sa prayers
sa mga advice
sa lahat lahat
napagaan nyo ang loob ko

kaya ko naman to eh
hindi pedeng hindi
hindi ko nga maisip na mawawala ako ng matagal
inaalala ko pa ang contest ko at ang contest na sinalihan ko

may makakasama na ako sa hospital
salamat naman at nag volunteer agad sya
hindi kasi ako sure sa pamangkin ko
ang hirap ng nag iisa
buti nalang maraming TOTOONG kaibigan
so lucky to have you all

oh jan ka muna ha
dito lang din ako
kitakits tayo pag may sasabihin na ulit ako

 

[rpwnzer]

Sa bawat desisyong ginawa ko ay iginuhit ko ang isang larawan - Larawan ng
aking Sarili.
Masaya ba akong pagmasdan ang larawang iginuhit ko?..
Sa bawat desisyong gagawin ko'y muli akong lilikha ng panibagong larawan -
Larawan ng aking Sarili.
Magiging masaya kaya akong pagmasdan ang larawang iguguhit ko?..
Maipagmamalaki ko kaya ito?..
O isang larawang pilit kong ikukubli habang buhay?..

 

[gantsilyo101]

Hi..Uhmmm.. Teka antagal ko na palang hindi ka napasyalan. Wag ka sanang magtatampo o magdamdam sa akin. Kasalukuyan kasi akong naging busy sa pag gagantsilyo. Wag mo akong tawanan, di pa naman ako matanda. Inaaliw ko lang sarili ko sa ginagawa ko at sinasamatala ko din yung time na wala akong calls sa aking 6pm-3am na shift.

Ikaw, kamusta na?


Alam mo bang yung kwento kong "Si Kuya at Ako" wala pa ring dugtong hanggang ngayon?
Iba kasi nadudugtong ko, bakit ganun naging love story siya
Ok lang naman yun diba? Tinanong ko kaibigan ko, sabi niya pangit daw kasi parang pantaserye na pang TV.. Balitaan kita pag meron na akong matinong dugtong dun ah..

Sa ngayon igagantsilyo ko muna ng balabal yung lola ko.


Sa uulitin, kwentuhan ulit tayo ah

 

[eilujako]

ang tanga ko talaga ..
ang laki kong tanga at pinaniwalaan ko lahat ng sinabi mo..
akala ko iba ka..
akala ko hindi mo ako sasaktan, hindi mo ako paiiyakin gaya nung mga sinabi mo yun pala isang
malaking PAASA!!.

Isang malaking AKALA.
ang tanga ko at pinaniwalaan ko na mahal mo ako.
lahat pala ay isang malaking kasinungalingan...

 

[mugiwara05]

` Umaga, Araw , Hapon, Gabi .. ikaw lagi ang nasa isip ..
Kumain ako ng hipon .. ano nangyari .. ika'y napaibig sa pogi ..
Inaamin ko gwapo ako .. pero hindi sa lahat ng oras ginagawa ko to ..
Minsan pogi .. minsan gwapo .. minsan panget pero ang nangingibabaw talaga ang kapangitan ng aking ginagampanang papel sa aking buhay ..
Hindi man ako kasing talino ni Sherlock pero kaya kitang mahalin magpakailanman ..
Maraming nagsasabing pakawalan mo dahil mahal mo .. itlog ka ba?!?
Mahal mo papakawalan mo ano ka si sharon cuneta?? ..

pero ang totoo masaya talaga ako sa buhay ko .. tinetext nmn niya ko .. at tinetext ko din siya ..
Masarap sa pakiramdam na nagpapramdam siya kahit na hindi ako nagttxt minsan pero sinasadya ko tlaga ..
kasukdulan ang aking ginagawa pero mayresulta naman ang aking pagganap .. next time ulet

 

[skylar21]

Mahal kita pero dito na talaga mag-wa-wakas.

Dahil sa laki ng pagkukulang ko...

Dahil sa mga pangakong hindi ko nagampanan...

Dahil sa mga salitang hindi rin mangyayari...

Tama ka, hindi talaga ako.

Sorry.

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Hayyy! Woooohooo! Sa wakas! Graduate na

Sumablay na si Sky at dahil graduate na, ako na ngayon ay isang unemployed na tao

Job hunting na. Good luck sakin. Hehe.

Hmmm. Ano kayang trabaho, teacher o empleyado?

Kung teacher, uhhm, matrabaho pero masaya at kung empleyado, uhhm, ewan, siguro boring kasi yun at yun din ang gagawin?

So parang mas gusto ko maging teacher, namili pa ko sa dalawa. Haha.

Anyway, focus sa sarili, focus sa family.

Love? Hmmm, nariyan lang yan.

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Teka, coincidence ba yun? Hmmm, baka nga. Pero malay natin.

 

[mugiwara05]

` Oh .. Babae .. Ninanais ko na ikaw magking aken ..
ngunit ang damdamin mo ay sa kanya palage ..
Minsan minsanan ako'y nagpapansin sa isang babaeng katulad mo ..
pero pano kung siya pala talaga ang mahal mo ..
Ngumingiti ako dahil ikaw ang dahilan ..
hindi dahil walang dahilan ..
Isang araw .. ang isang dukhang katulad ko .. may isang pangarap na nais matupad ..
Alam mo kung ano yun? kundi makasama ka habang buhay ..
Naglalakad ako sa gubat .. may nakita akong puno ng mangga ..
kumuwa ako ng bunga .. kinain ko ito ng bukang buka ..
Naaalala kita .. naaalala mo din ba ako? o sadyang ibang tao lang tlaga ang inaalala mo
Emo ako ngayon dahil sa pinaggagawa mo para saken ..
Hindi ko kayang gawin ang lahat ng pinagggawa ng aking mahal .. nguinit kaya ko naman siya pasayahin katulad ni taj mahal .. xD
Wala ako maisip dahil ako'y nasaktan ulit .. alam ko kung ano dahilan? .. Hindi mo alam kase hindi mo naman ako minamahal
ang sarap pala magsulat ng tula para ipadama sa kanya kung ano tlaga ang ibig sabihin ng mga tala sa gabing mapanglaw ang aking damdamin ..
Pano ko masasabi ang lahat ng mga bagay na iyon kung ang intensyon niya ay nasa lalaking iyon ..
Nais ko kumain ng bakal para lamang ipakita sa iyo kung ano ang ibig sabihin ng pinapangarap ..
ang imposible ay posible ang posible nmn ay imposible ayan ang nangyayari sa buhay ng isang lalaking puno ng karanasan sa buhay
Adik ako sa anime , nainspired ako sa anime. kaya ngayon muka na akong anime ..
Ang ganda ng palabas ngayon sa t.v umiiyak ang babae ..
dahil hindi niya mahal ang lalake ..
Alam mo kung ano nangyare?
Hindi tinanggap ng babae ang pagpapakasal ng lalake ..
kase hindi nman niya mahal ang prinsipe ..

Waaaaaa magiging masaya ba akong tao sa hinaharap o magiging malungkot pa rin ako hanggang kasalukuyan ..
Kumakain ako ng bayabas .. Nakita ko si santanas ..
sabi niya ako'y maglaslas
pero hindi ko ginawa dahil mahal ko ang aking diyos na nasa itaas

Wala ako magawa .. ako'y boring na boring na ..
Mayload ako Unli .. pero siya tulog pa rin hanggang tanghali
nagtext ako ng gabi .. nagreply siya after may unli xD

Hahahaha natatawa ako sa aking mga pinagagawa .. inspired lan talag ako sa kanya .. alam ko mapapasakin din siya, kaya maghihintay ako wala ng iba pa

College na ko .. kailangan ko ng magin independente dahil wala na ang aking mga kaibigan kung saan sumusporta, tinatama at nagpapatawa sa aking mga ginagawa .. Hahaha next time ulet ansarap mga Free Writing <3

 

[kovacs]

Conceal me what I am
And be my aid
For such disguise as haply
Shall become
The form of my content
If death is life given form
The moment you were born
What would be my norm
Which should I disown?

Stories of dreams
That you well know
One heart holding on
And the other letting go
So conceal me what I am
And wound my self
With the broken pieces
This will never mend
With the bleeding
That never ceases.

No Fear Shakespeare: Twelfth Night: Act 1, Scene 2, Page 3

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ewan ko kung bakit di ko matapos
last year ko pa ginawa to eh
di ko din alam kung paano ko naumpinsahan
kung bakit umabot ako sa 12th night ni Shakespeare
o di ko na lang maalala
at nagugutom na nga pala ako

isang oras pa bago kumain

 

[Yoki]

Pasulat kahit naka mobile lang ako
Gusto ko lang mailabas naiisip ko

Alam mo ba kanina akala ko talaga bibigay na ako
After namin mag usap ng ob parang nanghina ako
Hindi sa magiging operation kundi sa magiging additional fee
Aside pa sa sinabi kailangan member ng family kasama
Pinipilit ko na nga kayanin to eh, ayaw ko na sila madamay pa, kasi hindi rin naman sila kasing tatag ko sa ganito
Naka smile lang ako kanina sa ob pero ang totoo lumilipad na isip ko
Litong lito ako nun
Umiyak nalang ako ng umiyak sa cr, hindi ko tuloy alam na tinawag na ako para sa general practitioner
Habang naghihintay ng result pilit kong nililibang sarili ko
Ayaw ko maiyak
Wala na ako sa cr, marami na makakakita
Naisipan ko sa internist nalang
Yun din naman kausap ko last week
May nakita ako bading na doctor
Sa isip ko
Ayaw ko sa kanya
Parang masungit

Nainip ako sa result, pinuntahan ko na
Naisip ko, pagkuha ko nun pupunta na ako sa ibang lab para ipagawa request sakin
Hindi na ako dadaan sa internist
1:30 na hindi pa ako nakapag lunch
Nag cr nalang muna, hinga ng malalim
Pigilan ang pag iyak
Decided ng di dumaan sa internist

Pag labas ko, sakto sa pagdaan sa isang room, tinawag ng internist ang name ko
Na dapat hindi ko na pupuntahan
Akalain mo yun, yung bading na doctor sya pala internist
Pero Lord, sobrang thank you
Gumawa ka na naman ng way para kayanin ko yung test na binigay mo sakin
Kanina lang umiiyak ako, pero nung nakausap ko internist, nagkaron ako ng bagong lakas
Bagong pag asa

Sya ginamit mo para lumakas ako ulit
Tama, magpapa 2nd opinion alp
Binigyan nya ako ng napakalaking pag asa

Naiiyak ako habang tina type to
Iyokin talaga dapat name ko

 

[Circuited Soul]

Hello Thread! Matagal na din nung huli akong bumisita dito.

Alam mo, nahihiya ako. Nahihiya ako na dalin ang pulang pangalan sa forum na ito dahil wala akong output.

Matagal na din since nung huli kong naipaskil dito.

Nawalan ng gana? Hindi naman. Pero may hinahanap lang ako. May kulang e. Hahanapin ko muna yung kulang na yun para makagawa ulit ako ng isang akda.

Until now puro drafts pa din na magkakalayo. Wala pang patutunguhan. Puro ideya na kinokontra ko naman kasi para sa akin umangat lang ng konti sa pagiging common.

OH well, I guess ngayong simula na ng Mayo, makakaisip na ulit ako.

Babalikan ko ang mga drafts ko.

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May binabasa pala akong book ngayon. Title nya ay "The Magician's Assistant". Nabili ko sa murang halaga. 2nd hand book pero mukhang interesting e. Di ko akalain na maho-hook na naman ako sa novel na english.

Anyway, may pinapa-download pa sa akin. Maiwan na muna kita dito Thread. Di ka naman aalis e. Babalik na lang ako.