Holiday? What do you feel about it?

[Xynz]

Ang hirap din pala ng mag isa ka lang. Ramdam na ramdam ko yung lamig ngayong holiday season. It was just a sudden realization kanina while I was eating at Pepper Lunch.

I saw a family, I cannot fathom what should I be feeling. Kung maiinggit ba ako o ano. Hindi ko rin alam yung pakiramdam. Ang lungkot.

I have plans pero ang pag bisita sa pamilya ay hindi isa sa plano ko. Wala akong balak na bisitahin sila kahit na sino.

Ngayong taon lang ako nakaramdam ng ganito. I feel so left out. I'm too far para mag punta sa mga kaibigan ko. Gusto ko ulit lumuwas sa Quezon City para makasama yung mga kaibigan ko. Pero a project that arrived barred me from going.

Masaya ba kasama ang pamilya sa ganitong holiday? BTW, due to religion eh wala kaming "pasko".

 

[P3IN]

Ano Religion mo? Iglesia o Saksi? mukhang malayo ang loob mo sa pamilya mo iba yun dating saken na mas gusto mo pa kasama mga friends mo kesa pamilya

 

[Xynz]

Ano Religion mo? Iglesia o Saksi? mukhang malayo ang loob mo sa pamilya mo iba yun dating saken na mas gusto mo pa kasama mga friends mo kesa pamilya

Inc. yes, malayo talaga. As I’ve posted before, I was alone at the age of 14. Sila kasiang nag guide sakin nung “nawala” ako sa daan.

 

[Kitari]

Personally agnostic, at some point in my life I realized it is just another form of control. I have tried a few but at the end chose to be "religion-free". I view the holiday season as a super long weekend, away from work, early mornings, and fixed bedtime hours. Pretty meh, 🤷‍♂️

 

[Xynz]

Personally agnostic, at some point in my life I realized it is just another form of control. I have tried a few but at the end chose to be "religion-free". I view the holiday season as a super long weekend, away from work, early mornings, and fixed bedtime hours. Pretty meh, 🤷‍♂️

Halos parehas na lang tayo pala ng tingin when it comes to holiday. Ang hirap lang na isiping wala tayong/ikaw kasama sa ganitong panahon. I remember the feeling of being lonely nung nasa Batangas kami, I was stunned on how beautiful it was at the same time I was on verge of crying due to me remembering how lonely I am when I split up again with my friends.